Hello / Robin Wessel (Cousin)

Hey, bud whats up?  Not much here besides enjoying my day off.  So alot have things have been going on since the last time that I wrote you.  I am still working at Menards I am now an assistant front end manager its very stressfull but what would life be without stress.  I really miss you alot and so does everyone else.  It feels like it was just yesterday.  I still shed a tear for you especially when a certain song plays or someone says your name.  Your mom looks like she is doing alittle better but i know that the pain will never go away for her as for the rest of the family we will all wonder everyday what you would be doing right now and and who you would be.   But that will all be answered the day that we meet you in heaven let me tell you I cant wait for that day.  I do want to ask you to do me a favor though I have a friend that just recently went to heaven could you tell him hI for me and let him know that he is missed.   You should really get to know him cause he is a really awsome guy to be around.  Show him all the awsome things that are up there for him to do.  His name is Ethan,  Remind him to let his wife know that everything is all and that he is watching over her she is really have a rough time dealing with his death.  Tell grandma and grandpa hi for me and let them know I miss them.  MISS AND LOVE YOU LOTS!!!

ROBIN

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hey little guy  / Lexi Utter (-family friend )

Good morning kyle:) i havent spoke to you in awhile. I hope your doing good. I miss you lots, yesterday i went through my pictures and what do you know there was a picture of you at my birthday party when danita got cake on my face. And you decided to help her haha. Or do you remember when id be at your house, and wed play hide and go seek in the dark, jee it seems like forever ago. I remeber one time with your sisters we decided we were going to dress up funny and you couldnt figure out how to put the bra on oh that was funny. Your familys doing good from what i kno. I havent seen them in a long time but im sure when i can drive i will. Hopefully il getta visit you in kno time. I cant beleive how long its been it sucks, your family misses you alot, oh! and so do i:)

well hope you have a good day.

<3 Lexi

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Hey Bud  / Robin Wessel (Cousin)

Hey bud, Sorry I havent wrote in a while.  We are all doing good.  I am still working at Menards but now I am full time and they moved me back to recieving. Its alot of fun.  Your cousins are all doing really good.  Charles still talks about you and he points your star out to us.  He suprised me today cause we were talking about going fishing and getting a boat and out of the blue he informed us that he needed a life jacket cause you told him that he needed one.  It kind of freaked me out cause he hasnt said stuff like that for a while.  I guess it was just your way of letting me know that you are still looking out for all of us.  Charles has become quite the little smarty pants.  Yesterday he was outside playing and he took some tools and took apart the cable box so we didnt have cable for that day.  They fixed it for us!!  Sounds like something you would do but he still hasnt put any remotes in the microwave.  That will be Elek right!!  Charlie is playing T-Ball and having a blast!!  Elek is still a monkey we have a balcony where we live and he has been trying to climb over it so that he can climb down and go play.  Kaylee is saying Da..Da.. and Ma.. Ma.., She is crawling and walking around holding on to things.  So we are all doing good!!  I just wanted to write to tell you that I miss you very much and you are always on my mind. 

 

Love you and Miss you

Robin

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LITTLE BRO  / Danita And Shelby
My little bro
© Misty D. Crawford

I love you and I wish you were home,
it hurts me to think your so alone.
Its not the same without you here,
why you did what you did is still unclear.
I remember when we were little and we played in the yard,
then we'd go sit inside and play cards.
You'd look at me and smile,
your smile used to stretch a mile.
When I had a bad day you were the only on who could make me laugh,
its like you were my other half.
It hurts me to see what your going through,
it hurts even more because there's nothing I can do.
I just wish I could make it all ok,
but all I can do is pray.
I pray for you every night before I go to sleep,
and every time I think I hear you creep.
Sometimes its like your still here,
I look at the door and wait for you to appear.
Then I realize your not home,
and I go back to feeling so alone.
I love you so much you just don't know,
no matter what you'll always be my little bro.
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KYLE WE MISS YOU  / Shelby And Danita
Letting Go
© Shannon Billeter
You're still here in my heart and mind,
still making me laugh cause your stories live on.
I hold you in a thought and I can feel you.
I feel you and this gives me strength and courage.
The tears I have cried for you could flood the earth
and I know you have wiped each one away.
For you Brother, I promise you this,
I will go on with my life and make you proud. I will always hold you in my heart.
I promise you I will be missing you everyday till the end of time,
but this is not my end and I can't hold my head underwater....I need to breathe.
I need to love and miss you, but I also need to live because through me you will live,
you will still laugh and love,
you will still sing and dance,
you will still hug and kiss.
You will forever be in our lives,
you will forever be a brother,
a son,
an uncle
and friend.
I am going to miss your shining face
I think of you and wonder why?
I might cry or smile,
but at the end of the day I am one day closer to you.... Close

KYLE WE MISS YOU  / Shelby And Danita
Letting Go
© Shannon Billeter
You're still here in my heart and mind,
still making me laugh cause your stories live on.
I hold you in a thought and I can feel you.
I feel you and this gives me strength and courage.
The tears I have cried for you could flood the earth
and I know you have wiped each one away.
For you Brother, I promise you this,
I will go on with my life and make you proud. I will always hold you in my heart.
I promise you I will be missing you everyday till the end of time,
but this is not my end and I can't hold my head underwater....I need to breathe.
I need to love and miss you, but I also need to live because through me you will live,
you will still laugh and love,
you will still sing and dance,
you will still hug and kiss.
You will forever be in our lives,
you will forever be a brother,
a son,
an uncle
and friend.
I am going to miss your shining face
I think of you and wonder why?
I might cry or smile,
but at the end of the day I am one day closer to you.... Close

2 years  / Mommy
Son I can't beleive it has been 2 years since you got your wings! I want you to know you are loved and missed by by many! Some people told me it gets easier, but it don't you just leearn to live wtih the pain! I want you to know that daddy and I love and miss you very much! Wish you were here to beat up dad!!!                         Gone but Not Forgotten
© Cecilia M. Kocher


The years we've shared have been full of joy.
The memories we've made will go on and on.
I haven't stopped crying since you went away,
and I've asked God time and time why couldn't you stay.
You lit up my life, my hopes, and my dreams.
You've opened my eyes to see what it all means.
So now that you're gone how can I forget;
Because you were the greatest out of all I have met. Close

memory / Mom
In Memory:

A thousand times we needed you
A thousand times we cried
If love alone could have saved you
you never would have died
A heart of gold stopped beating
two twinkling eyes closed to rest
God broke our hearts to prove he only took the best
never a day goes by that you’re not in my heart and my soul                    Close

MY LITTLE BOY  / Mommy
My Little Boy
© Sabrina A. Hernandez


My Little Boy

No amount of gold could ever compare, to the gift of love that my son shares.
I've been blind and I couldn't see that all the love I've wanted is right here in front of me.
He gives reason to get through another day.
Maybe it's how he loves me in his special little way.
And when it gets hard for me to sleep at night....
He wraps his little arms around me and says God will make things right!
From sweet gentle touches to his bear hugs and a kiss...
He makes this hell on earth seem more like a peaceful bliss.
That great big kool-aid smile and the twinkle in his eyes....
Every time I look at him it makes me want to cry.
But they're not tears of sorrow; they're tears of pride and joy....
Too know that all the love in heaven is wrapped around my little boy
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Thinking of you on your angel date  / Jo-Ann Pacenta Lauren's Mom (Angel Family Friend )
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Happy Birthday  / Dessa Joseph's Mom (Friend)

Happy Birthday Kyle love you so much!!!

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Hello / Robin Wessel (cousin)

Hello little man, 

    It has been awhile!!  You know I wish I could sit down and write to you everyday but here lately all I have time to do is work and sleep if im lucky.  I am working at menards and I love it there.  I work alot of hours but i dont mind cause i like the money!! Anyway enough of that!!  I saw your sister Shelby at the Kindergarten graduation and man she sure is growing up!!  She just isnt the same girl she used to be.  Your sister Danita has grown up alot too!!  I guess there not going to stay little forever right!!  Charlie is getting big too.   He has gotten to be quite the mouth though.  For some reason he thinks he is the adult and he can go wherever he wants to go.   Elek well lets see elek is the one that will push everyones buttons he doesnt care who u are or who u think u are.  Kaylee she is well still a baby!!  but she likes to scream and crawl and all the other fun stuff.  I cant believe that two years has almost passed since u passed away and not to mention that your 10th birthday is just around the corner!!  Man where did time go!!  Well I have to go Kaylee is throwing a fit!!   I will stop by on your birthday!!!    Love you and miss u very much!!!!               

Robin Wessel

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what a beautiful wee boy  / DONNA GARLAND (VISITOR FROM SCOTLAND )
First of all my condolences to you all i have a little grandson named kyle smith also he is 4yrs old,and he has dark hair and long eye lashes and a beaming smile just like your kyle,i am in a flood of tears at the moment just thinking of your loss it is so sad,may he rest forever in gods beautiful garden,i am so deeply sorry,he will be in my thoughts always take care all of you and god bless Close

Thinking of you always  / Dessa Smith (connected by angels )

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WHAT A HANDSOME YOUNG MAN~SO SORRY~  / CATHY GIRAUD~MOM OF DAVID (VISITOR)

MAY GOD SURROUND YOU WITH HIS LOVING ARMS, GIVING YOU STRENGTH AND COMFORT IN THE COMING YEARS~

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Hello / Robin Wessel (Cousin)

Hey, bud it has all started over again!! I give up on everything!! It seems that just as soon as I start to get ahead someone has to try to mess everything up for me. I just wish it would stop and everyone would leave my family alone. They havent figured it out yet that no matter what the do they will not get my family torn apart again.  I'm sure you know what I am talking about Kyle, cause where you are you hear everything!!  Maybe this is the wrong place for me to vent but I have no where else to go and no one to talk to that I trust.  The thing that makes me the saddest is that the people who are saying these things about my family should know better!!  I would never let drugs around my kids let alone let them be done in my house.  I didnt go through rehab for nothing!!  It just bothers me that they would acctually say stuff like that. I dont know who it was but they went and called the cops on me. Of course they found nothing and it was just a waste of the cops time when they could have been worring about someone that was acctually doing it.  Maybe the person that is calling me in is acctually the one doing it so there trying to make themselves feel good.  Also for someone to tell the cops that my house was dirty is funny. See what these people dont realize is that my life has changed alot since the last time that they were around me. I keep my house clean!! Pretty amazing huh.. I know I used to be a horrible housekeeper but not anymore. I clean my house before I go to bed and I keep it clean throughout the day!! But you know that cause you see everything. 

        I scared the crap out of myself the other day when I looked up the stairs I am just wondering if it was you up there!  I guess I will never know. Was that you telling me that everything was going to be okay.  Hey I was watching Sylvia Brown the other day and she said something that made me think and maybe she is right.  She belives that when someone dies and it is considered a tragic death they dont pass over to the other side.  So if shes right are you still wondering around on earth going from place to place. Maybe its crazy to think that way, I dont know!!  Anyway I am going to go for know!! Talk to you later!!

Love and miss you Bunchess

Robin

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IT'S BEEN A LONG TIME  / ANNA (GRANDMOTHER)
               DEAR LITTLE MAN
      
         I CAN'T BELIEVE THAT IT'S THE LAST DAY FOR 2007. ALOT HAS GONE ON THIS YEAR THE WORST PART OF THE YEAR WAS GOING THUR IT WITHOUT MY LITTLE MAN, THE BEST PART THE 30TH OF OCT. WHEN TIM STARTED DOING HIS TIME FOR WHAT HAPPEN AT THE LAKE.
         I WONDER WHAT PAT & ALLEN THINK WHEN THEY GO & SEE
HIM I HOPE THAT ALLEN ACCEPT THE FACT THAT HIS SON ISN'T THE PERSON HE THINK HE IS(THE ONE WHO IS BEING PUNISH) ALLEN NEEDS TO OPEN HIS EYES & WALK ONE DAY IN OUR SHOES KNOWING WHAT IT'S LIKE TO LOOSE SOMEONE WHO WAS LOVED SO MUCH BY SO MANY & TO KNOW WHAT G-PA ONCE SAID THAT YOU 
AT THE AGE OF 8 WAS A BIGGER & BETTER MAN THEN TIM WILL EVER BENO MATTER HOW LONG HE IS LOCKED UP FOR IF HE ONLY LEARNS SOMETHING (TO TELL THE TRUTH) THAT IS ALL I HAVE TO SAY ABOUT TIM. I WOULDN'T WISH THAT ON ANYONE NOT EVEN THEM.
          THIS YEAR WE ADDED TO THE FAMILY WITH LILLIAN SHE IS SO MUCH LIKE YOU WHEN YOU WERE AT THAT AGE WE THINK SHE IS THE REINCARNATION OF YOU WHICH IS A GOOD THING.
           EVERYONE IS DOING FINE BUT YOUR NAME IS STILL SAID A LEAST 4 OR MORE TIMES A DAY OR WHEN WE HEAR SOMETHING OR SEE SOMETHING THAT REMAINS US OF YOU WE KNOW THAT YOU ARE IN A BETTER PLACE & THAT YOU ARE WITH ALL OF US.
            WELL LITTLE MAN I HAD BETTER GO FOR NOW YOU & JOSEPH & ALL HAVE A GOOD TIME TONITE. ALL I EVER WANTED FOR YOU A & ALL OF MY G-KIDS WAS THE BEST & I KNOW THAT YOU ARE IN THE BEST PLACE & IN THE  BEST OF HANDS OF ALL.


                       LOVE YOU ALWAYS LITTLE MAN
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Merry Christmas  / Robin Wessel (Cousin)
Just wanted to stop by and wish you a Merry Christmas!  Charles is getting so big and has the attitude that is just as big as him!  He lost his first tooth last week and is very proud of it!!  Elek is getting big also. He is singing his abc's now and he thinks he knows everything.  As for your new cousin Kaylee she is doing great. She now weighs 16lbs.  The doctor changed her formula because she is spitting up after every feeding, but im sure u dont care about that.  I saw your sisters and mom at the Harvard Christmas program but they didnt talk to me.  So I hope everything is okay with them!! The boys sure do miss them!!  Hopefully one day someone will tell me what is going on instead of ignoring us!!  We had an alright christmas!!  Hope you are having fun up there in heaven!  Sure do miss you bunches!!  

Merry Christmas Little man,

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Merry Christmas  / Susana Regan (angelfamily)
Thoughts and prayers for a peaceful Christmas. 
Thankyou for the beautiful card. 
May God Bless
Susana

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WITH MUCH LOVE KYLE AND YOUR FAMILY DURING THIS HOLIDAY SEASON AND ALWAYS  / LaRaine Mom To Angel Cynthia Hernandez (friend)
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