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HAPPY BIRTHDAY ANGEL  / LISA COPELAND

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Happy Birthday  / Sonia Michalak
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Happy Mothers Day Mom  / An Angel

ON MOTHER'S DAY AND ALWAYS MAY YOU ALWAYS FEEL MY LOVE,
ALTHOUGH MY BODY'S NOT THERE WITH YOU...YOUR HEART
IS WITH ME UP HERE ABOVE.PLEASE DON'T THINK OF ME WITH
SADNESS, MOMMY FOR I HATE TO SEE YOU CRY,KNOW THAT I'M
BESIDE YOU STILL ALTHOUGH WE SAID GOOD- BYE. GOD GAVE
TO ME THE MOTHER NO ONE ELSE COULD EVER BE, FOR IT WAS
YOU WHO TAUGHT ME HOW TO LOVE SO UNSELFISHLY. I WILL
FOREVER THANK YOU FOR ALL YOU ARE TO ME, FOR GOD CHOSE
YOU TO BE MY MOTHER AND NO ONE ELSE I'D RATHER IT BE. SO
THINK OF ME WITH LOVE TODAY AS YOU CELEBRATE THE HONOR
OF BEING MY MOTHER.I'LL BE CELEBRATING TOO,YOU KNOW,FOR
I LOVE YOU LIKE NO OTHER. THANK YOU FOR THE LIFE YOU GAVE
AND ALL THE LOVE YOU HAVE FOR ME,KNOW I'M WITH YOU ALWAYS
AND YOU'RE THE BEST MOTHER ONE COULD BE. I LOVE YOU, DEAREST MOMMY,
AND I ASK YOU NOT TO CRY, FOR SOMEDAY YOU TOO WILL
JOIN ME HERE WHERE WE'LL NEVER SAY GOOD-BYE! 



"WRITTEN BY DAWN ELMORE"

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HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY  / BETH DICKERSON (JIMMY'S MOM )

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Another Poem  / Marilyn Smith (Mother)
AS I LIE IN BED TONIGHT,DEAR LORD,
I HOPE YOU HEAR THESE PRAYERS OF MINE.
FOR I'VE ASKED FOR YOUR HELP SO MUCH,
AND FELT FORSAKEN EVERY TIME.
I ASKED YOU FOR THE STRENGTH
TO HELP ME MAKE IT THROUGH EACH DAY...
I ASKED YOU TO KINDLY GUIDE ME
AS I TREAD UPON MY WAY.
I ASKED YOU FOR YOUR MERCY
FOR CALLING MY CHILD BACK HOME WITH YOU...
NONE OF THESE THINGS I'VE ASKED FOR
IS MORE THAN YOU CAN DO.
FOR I KNOW THAT YOU CAN DO ANYTHING,
YOU ONCE MADE THE BLIND TO SEE.
SO WILL YOU, DEAR LORD,
PLEASE DO THESE THINGS FOR ME?
I NEVER MEANT TO EVER TAKE
A SINGLE DAY YOU GAVE FOR GRANTED,
THE SEED YOU SOWED INSIDE OF ME
IS NOW FOREVER PLANTED.
FOR YOU SENT TO ME AN ANGEL,
PLANTED ON THIS EARTH TO BLOOM WITH YOU.
I THANK YOU, LORD FOR ALLOWING ME
TO SOMEHOW MAKE IT THROUGH.
ALL THE TIMES I THOUGHT YOU HAD FORSAKEN ME,
YOU WERE REALLY WITH ME ALL THE TIME...
IT WAS ME WHO SLIPPED AWAY
FROM YOU SEEKING PEACE OF MIND.
NOW I KNOW THAT NOTHING HAS,
OR NOR WILL IT EVER BE,
POSSIBLE WITHOUT YOU BY MY SIDE
FOR I NEED YOU HEREWITH ME.
I THANK YOU LORD ONCE AGAIN FOR A LOVE
LIKE NO OTHER...
YOU SENT TO ME AN ANGEL
AND PROUDLY CALLED ME HIS MOTHER!
"WRITTEN BY DAWN ELMORE"


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A poem  / Marilyn Smith (Mother)
"WRITTEN BY DAWN ELMORE"




IT ONLY SEEMS LIKE YESTERDAY SINCE YOU WENT AWAY,GOD CALLED FOR YOU TO EARN YOUR WINGS,OH HOW IT BROKE MY HEART THAT DAY!
AS TIME GOES BY I WONDER IF THINGS WILL GET ANY EASIER FOR ME...
WHY DID YOU HAVE TO GO AWAY,JUST TELL ME HOW CAN THIS BE?
LIFE CAN SEEM SO UNFAIR WHEN WE LOSE THE ONES WE DEARLY LOVE, YOU FIND YOURSELF WONDERING JUST WHAT YOU'RE WORTHY OF.
ONE MINUTE ALL YOU LOVE IS THERE AND IN AN INSTANCE IT'S ALL GONE, ALTHOUGH I HAVE YOUR MEMORIES,HOW CAN I CARRY ON?
I KNOW A PART OF YOU IS STILL HERE WITH ME AND WILL FOREVER BE,
INSIDE MY HEART I CARRY YOU AND ALL YOUR MEMORIES.
EACH TIME I FEEL I'M ALL ALONE & THAT YOU'RE FAR AWAY... I'LL LOOK INSIDE THIS HEART OF MINE,WHERE YOU'LL FOREVER STAY!    
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11 Months  / Marilyn Smith (Mother)
Kyle today has been 11 months since you grew your wings. It does not seem possible.  People say it will get easier, but I don't think so! To me it is harder as the time goes on. Danita had a very bad day yesterday! She told me how many more days till you would be 9. It just breaks our hearts that we wil not see that day! I wish someone would go serve the time for your death but, may be they need to grow up first. Shelby is not getting along with people in school. I hate this school and wish we would not of moved back. The sity is still being asses about your grave. Until one of the people on the city council looses a child they had better just leave your grave alone! Well Kyle I have to go and get things done dad asked me to do! Son I love and miss you very much! Not a day goes by that I don't think of you or speak your name!                                                         PEOPLE ASK ME HOW I'M DOING AND I SAY THAT I'M OK.
THE FACT IS THAT I'M NOT...MY PAIN WORSENS EVERY DAY!
I WONDER WHAT IF I HAD SAID,OR OF ALL THAT COULD'VE BEEN DONE.
IF I HAD ONLY KNOWN YOU'D BE GONE,MY PRECIOUS,LOVING SON.
SOME CAN'T SEEM TO UNDERSTAND AND THINK I SHOULD GO ON.
BUT HOW CAN I DO SUCH A THING WHEN A PART OF ME IS GONE.
THEY SAY THAT IT GETS EASIER AND YOUR BURDEN IS LESS TO BARE.
I JUST CAN'T BELIEVE THAT'S TRUE WHEN ALL YOU LOVED'S NO LONGER
THERE.
I PRAY THAT GOD WILL EASE MY MIND AND SHOW ME HOW TO JUST GO ON.
AND GIVE ME BACK THE HEART HE TOOK THE DAY HE CALLED YOU HOME.
ALTHOUGH MY HEART IS BROKEN AND MY TEARS OVERFLOW,
I TRY TO HIDE THE SADNESS SO NO ONE WILL EVER KNOW.
PRETENDING'S JUST NOT EASY WHEN YOU KNOW NOT HOW TO
SEE,THE REASON YOU ARE HURTING ...WHY'S THIS HAPPENING TO ME?
I'LL NEVER SEE YOU GO TO SCHOOL OR HAVE CHILDREN OF YOUR OWN.
THE LINK THAT MADE MY LIFE COMPLETE IS NOW FOREVER GONE.
I'LL TRY TO BE MUCH STRONGER AND KNOW THAT YOU LIVE ON.
ALTHOUGH I KNOW YOU'RE THERE WITH GOD, I FEEL SO ALL ALONE.
FROM THIS DAY FORWARD I HAVE TO SEE THAT YOU REALLY NEVER DIED.FOR
AS LONG AS YOU LIVE INSIDE MY HEART YOUR MEMORY'S STILL
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sad days  / Tes Nelson
hey lil man i miss uso dang much  right now is 11:30 pm i am so tiered but all well i wish u were here to come play witn dakota he is such a lil turd it is not even funny i did something really stupid i branded my arm with a k because i miss u so much when i found out wut shelby said at court i was so happy. when i found out that u had an accident i started to cry ashleigh said u only have fifty percent of living there i stood i thought i was going to die there for a second. we sat there waiting for a call to c how u were i prayed to god that u were gonna make it. when my mom told me that u had past away i started to cry. there aint a day that goes by that we all dont think of u. One day i saw shelby in the hall crying and i aske her wats wrong she had said that nida was saying stuff about u like that she was a murder and all this other stuff i was so mad i was gonna walk wit dinkie to her house and ask wut her problem was she had no right saying all that she was not there to see her lil brother pass away she dont have to live with no brother for the rest of her life. no one should have to feel that way but hey lilman i am gonna go k love and miss u much.   Close

10 months 1 week  / Marilyn Smith (Mother)
Kyle we have now had to have another holiday with out you! I hope other know just how we feel when we don't get to see you! Shelby has come a long way since court,but I know she will be a lot better when Tim is serving his time in Prison! She still has days when she blames her self and I wish she would never of seen this happen! I had a hard time the other day I just got all the flash back from the time whenI got the call and I remembered every thing like it had just happened! It really sucked! It does not seem like it has been this long! In 2 more months it will be a year already!  The city seems to think we don't need to decorate your grave and I wish I would of not buried you here! This town has changed so much that  hate to admit I grew up here! They don't even take care of the cemetary! It is just to much work for them to water the grass and to keep it looking nice! I take care of your grave and keep it nice for you! How would they feel to loose their son and want to make his grave nice and then to have the City council and the city workers complain about it!  This town is just going down hill! There is nothing for kids to do to stay out of trouble!  It is a shame to live in Harvard! This town has no respect for no one! Well I have to go take the girls to get their glasses! Remamber son I love you with all my heart and always will!XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOOXO Close

EASTER BLESSING  / BETH DICKERSON (JIMMYS MOM )
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TO MOM FROM KYLE  / ANNA SMITH (GRANDMOTHER)
                  DEAREST MAMA   
   I see how much you miss me and wish I weren't gone.
   I took a part of you with me the day GOD called me home.
    Please try to understand DEAR MAMA that we're not that far apart, for I'll be forever near, because I have your heart. I know there's times you feel there's no reason to go on, you wish you could  be with me and you have been ALL along. Just because I went home and I'm in the Masters hands DOES'T mean I'm not still with you, Beside you where I stand. Please try to understand DEAR MAMA' that
I'll ALWAYS LOVE YOU SO.
     I can't stand to see you hurting so ther's something you should know, each time you feel the sunshine upon your face I'ts me smiling down upon you and touching you with GOD'S sweet embrace. Each night your sad and lonely and the tears you can't control, I'M right ther beside you and I never will let go. GOD told me to tell you that he knows your pain inside, for he lost his SON too, upon that cross he DIED.
      He wasn't trying to hurt you by calling me home so soon, there's
just plans that he had for me that no one else could do.
       I want to THANK YOU DEARST MAMA, for all you gave to me but most of all,I thank GOD because you're the BEST MOTHER one could be. So each time you think of me and tears fill your eyes,when you fell like giving up, just look up to the skies, Life on Earth is hard I know but you must be so strong for I'LL be forever with you until GOD calls you home.
       I loved you from the start and I love you still, please don't give up MAMA for it's just not in GODS will, I never will forsake you I'll be there everyday, I'LL hold you in my ANGEL WINGS and guide you on your way. Although I'm gonna go now, Remember it's not for long for I'll stand beside you through it all and I'm never relly gone.
       I love you more than words can say and I hate to know you feel so lost, just remember we will meet again cause,
                           
                            JESUS LEFT THE CROSS.



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10 MONTHES  / ANNA SMITH (GRANDMA)

Well Kyle it's been 10 monthes since you got your angel wings.  Not a day goes by that your name is not spoken or something cute happens that you have said or done and everyone knows "that sounds like Kyle or thats like the time when Kyle...."
You were my 'little man and my ROCK and grandpa's little HERO' that is something that will never change Now or EVER.
Well Kyle you can see by my candles that Makenz is so much help and a very Independent little girl. She is so much like you in so many ways that sometimes its scares me.
She is slowly getting away from watching her tapes so much. That is good. You know when she can tell you what is going to happen next that she has watched it way to much. HAHA
We are going to have Easter dinner at mom and dad's house this year and Danita asked if I was going to make Jello eggs. My answer was NO but I'm going to make the Bunny Jello, Devil eggs, cupcakes and who knows what else. HAHA
Shelby is doing a lot better. Thank you for watching over her. She really needs to know that you are fine and that she did all that she could do that day at the lake and that she needs to move on with her life and that you will always be with her NOW and FOREVER.
Danita is doing fine too. She holds everything insode. She will be fine just as long as she don't come across Timmy. I hope that she can open up about her feelings before she comes across Timmy or poor Timmy. She has a lot to say to him and she will mean every word.
MOm and Dad are doing a lot better. We all are doing okay one day at a time but it still hurts like hell knowing you're gone. We all know that its not forever and that someday we will all be together again and that you went first to help get things ready for us but it still not fair but no one ever said that life is fair, RIGHT.
Someday justice will be done and Timmy will start to serve what his time. I guess its all in god's hands and that is the one person that he really has to answer too.
Well little man I had better go for now but come to Sunday. I have all my Easter baskets for all my grandchildren to make up and yes I have one for you too. I'll take it to your grave in the morning along with Grandma Bev and Grandpa Royal's baskets.
No matter what the city does little man I'll always see to it that your grave will be decorated for all Holiday's that was something the family always did and it will be a family thing that will stay that way be it at Grandma's house and my loved ones graves that is my promise to all of my loved ones.
Later little man you will never be forgotten.
Love always and forever,
Grandma Anna
P.S. Please be with all of us and keep us on our toes. I know it is a big job but I know you can handle with all of your angel friends.

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An Easter wish  / Rosemary Sis Of ^j^ Alvin Cremeans

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Happy Easter  / Dessa Smith (Friend)
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Smith Family Heaven  / Angel
Let it be know! Kyle was a great addition to the world. A child is born pure of heart created by GOD and given to loving parents. Although Kyle's time was short he definitely left his mark on the world and has returned to be with Jesus in heaven. Make no mistake! you WILL be reunited again. Kyle was given wonderful loving parents for his short stay (GOD knows all about you, he created you) and he has lived a wonderful life, and yet will never have to go through all the pain humans do growing up. He has completed his journey (pure) and has been reunited with Jesus in heaven. (If you don't belive in GOD then maybe you havn't gotten IT yet.) GOD IS real and so is his promise. Kyle hears your requests and complies. Keep speaking to him like you have been. 
As for Tim, Judgement Day comes for all of us. Let the one TRUE JUDGE (GOD) decide when the time comes. Until then, Smith family, live life with GOD and tell the story of your LITTLE MAN. Never forget him, and know he is always close by in your heart. GOD bless,

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KYLE / Debbie Wengert (Kevin's Mom )

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9 months  / Marilyn Smith (mother)
Kyle it has been 9 months since you got your wings! It does not seem that long. Not a day goes by that we don't speak of you! We all miss and love you alot. We are still waiting for some one to grow up and be a man and go to prison. When I called the other day he had yet to do his Appeal papers. Why drag this out any longer? I hope he is happy that he can go on with his life while we all suffer!  When he was to take responsability he opened his mouth just to have another lie come out!  I wish people could see just how bad we feel on the inside. We all look like we are doing just fine on the out side, but what is going on on the inside is what no one will ever know. There are many days when I just stay home and cry, the pain is not getting any better, but I'm doing the beat that i can. As for the girls Shelby talks about you every day, Wishes you were here to play with her. Danita she just keeps it all inside,When she gets on your web site she doesit when we are all in bed. She cries when no one else can see her,She is being very strong but I know how she feels about court and if she had her way she would just go take care of things her self. Dad he don't show any feelings. He tries to be a big man and keep it all to him self. May be the reason I have such a hard time is I carried you for 9 months while every one else just had to wait. I never dreamed I would ever loose one on my children. This is the worse pain that I can think of. Every day my heart just dies a little more. I want to be with you son, I miss you. I miss all the crazy things you use to do. I miss you having to sleep with us. All the thing that drive a parent crazy I wish I could have all again. Love and miss you with all my heart! XOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXOXO Close

Poem that i found  / Robin Wessel (cousin)

Whispers from Heaven 


They say that life is fleeting
I know that this is true
I left this world so quickly
With no goodbye to you.

I know how much you miss me
Your tears fall ever light
The pillow where you lay your head
Is wet with them at night.

I know your heart is hurting
The words we left, unsaid
I love you’s, left unspoken
Are spinning in your head.

The strength that I have carried
That served to make you whole
Remains to make you stronger
Within your grieving soul.

For you see, while you were weeping
On the day I passed away
At the gravesite near the flowers
Where my loved ones knelt to pray.

An angel came to see me
She took me by the hand
She led me to a kingdom
In a very distant land.

As I look down from heaven
And see you standing there
Your heart so ever burdened
With more grief than it can bear.

I long to bring you comfort
I long to give you peace
I long to hold you closely
Cause all your tears to cease.

The joy I’ve found in heaven
Goes far beyond compare
The love that’s so elusive
Can be found here everywhere.

The light is softly shining
There’s no storm clouds here or rain
There’s no teardrops found in heaven
There’s no suffering, there’s no pain.

You needn’t be so troubled
Stay close to God and pray
That someday we’ll be together
One bright and glorious day.

So my Family, you shouldn’t question
My sisters you need not cry
I’ve gone to be with Jesus
I really didn’t die.

Author/Written By:
Marilyn Ferguson
©2004

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Poetry that I found  / Robin Wessel (Cousin)

My Son Lives in Paradise 



The dust has settled on the things
That I have stored away
A favorite toy, for little boy
A jar of dried out clay.

A photograph when you were young
Sits quietly on the shelf
Thoughts of you come drifting back
I just can’t help myself.

A drawing that you made for me
When you were very small
Is framed within this heart of mine
And hangs upon the wall.

A scrapbook lies within the room
Where you once laid your head
Your favorite book, a model car
The pillow on your bed.

I miss you coming in from school
“Hey mom, it’s me, I’m home”
I miss the little words and hugs
The special times we’ve known.

A part of me just disappeared
The day you went away
An empty space now fills my heart
There are no words to say.

A closet filled with memories
Of happy days gone by
A baseball cap and souvenir
Why did you have to die?

The trophies that you won at school
Stand proudly on display
Your many friends can’t understand
Why God called you away.

I hear your voice within the halls
It echoes in the night
I see you in the evening mist
And in the morning light.

So many things you left behind
Are now a memory
But little arms that held me tight
Will always stay with me.

An empty space now fills my heart
My boy, my child, my son
You’ve gone into another world
Where golden dreams are spun.

I do not know the answers
It‘s not for me to know
But I will know the truth one day
Just why you had to go.

My turn will come to leave this world
I’ll gaze into your eyes
God’s perfect plan will be revealed
Up there in paradise.

Author/Written By:
Marilyn Ferguson
©2005

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