If Tomorrow Starts Without me / Robin Wessel (Cousin)Read >>
If Tomorrow Starts Without me / Robin Wessel (Cousin)
If Tomorrow Starts Without Me
When tomorrow starts without me, And I'm not there to see, If the sun should rise and find your eyes all filled with tears for me,
I wish so much you wouldn't cry The way you did today, While thinking of the many things, We didn't get to say.
I know how much you love me, As much as I love you, and each time that you think of me, I know you'll miss me too.
But when tomorrow starts without me, Please try to understand, That an angel came and called my name, And took me by the hand, and said my place was ready, In heaven far above, And that I'd have to leave behind All those I dearly love.
But as I turned to walk away, A tear fell from my eye For all my life, I'd always thought, I didn't want to die.
I had so much to live for, So much left yet to do, It seemed almost impossible, That I was leaving you.
I thought of all the yesterdays The good ones and the bad, I thought of all the love we shared, and all the fun we had
If I could re-live yesterday Just even for a while, I'd say good-bye and kiss you And maybe see you smile.
But then I fully realized, That this could never be, For emptiness and memories, would take the place of me.
And when I thought of worldly things, I might miss come tomorrow, I thought of you, and when I did, My heart was filled with sorrow.
But when I walked through heaven's gates, I felt so much at home When God looked down and smiled at me, From His great golden throne.
He said, "This is eternity, And all I've promised you." Today your life on earth is past, But here life starts anew.
I promise no tomorrow, But today will always last, And since each day's the same way There's no longing for the past.
You have been so faithful, So trusting and so true. Though there were times You did some things You knew you shouldn't do.
But you have been forgiven And now at last you're free. So won't you come and take my hand And share my life with me?
So when tomorrow starts without me, Don't think we're far apart, For every time you think of me, I'm right here, in your heart.
He went to Fly with the Angels / Robin Wessel (Cousin)Read >>
He went to Fly with the Angels / Robin Wessel (Cousin)
He went to Fly with the Angels
I Hear My Son Call To Me His Voice So Small and Sweet He left us long, long ago When he was tiny and meek He asks if he can go out and play May I Fly with Angels on High? Is it okay with you and Mom? No No, Please don't cry I know that you will miss me I will only be gone a while I Promise to come home real soon Now please can i see you smile? Did you see what the angels gave to me? These tiny little wings I like them cause there shiny and Flutter in the Breeze. See how i can make them move? I Think I will fly real Fast I can race with all the angels now I bet Gabriel will come in last ! How Come you are still crying ? I really want to go I Promise to come home real soon The angels told me so The house is quiet now He's gone to fly on high I hope the angels will Keep watch over him as he touches the clouds in the sky.
Just thinking about you!! / Robin Wessel (Cousin)Read >>
Just thinking about you!! / Robin Wessel (Cousin)
Hey Buddy, It has been a while since I have been able to get on your site but I am sure glad I am able to get on It now. Alot of people have been lighting candles for you since the last time that I was on. It is really nice to know that there are so many people in this world who do care about you and your family. I do know that your mommy needs a special hug and kiss from you because there are some people in this world that need to grow up. Especially when it comes to your web site. They need to realize that it is there choice to be on this site. They do not have to come here and go through and read everything that is wrote here and then try to cause problems. Mommy and Daddy are already having enough problems that they do not need to be bothered from Imature people that can not handle there own problems. After you recieved your wings I realized how much a family can truley be messed up. And how imature people can be especially the ones that claim to be adults. I hope that everyone realizes that this is a place for people to come and be able to talk to you. I took you out some Halloween Decorations but that does not help ease the fact that you will not be celbrating the holiday with your mom and dad. I sit and wonder what you would have been for halloween but i guess we will never know. Charlie's birthday was the 25th of september. We had a party on the 30th, wish you could have been there to have some cake and Ice Cream and help with breaking the pinata. Your sister Shelby is the one that broke it. I think her last swing was for you. It was the one that broke it. Charlie took you some cake, candy from the pinata, a superman mask, a superman ring and a ball. I think he misses you cause he still talks about you all the time. He was able to ride on your four-wheeler this last weekend cause your sister Shelby brought it over here to the house. Well I am going to go for now cause it is 11:30pm and i have to get my butt to bed.
We all miss you and love you very much Robin Close
THinking of you again / Mommy (mother)
Kyle I'm sorry I did not light a candle in a while. On thursday I took Danita to the DR and he put her in the hospital for Surgery. On Friday they did her operation and it took 2 hours to fix her shoulder. Shelby stayed with Danita and I on Thursday night at the hospital because she thought that Danita was going to die. I came home on Saturday when they let Danita come home. I wish I could of stayed with you until you came home also, but the good lord knew that your journey on life was done so he took you home to be a Angel for him! I just feel like i was cheated, because your life was to short. Yesterday Shelby was riding your 4 wheeler and was going up on dirt hills just like you use to do. She is crazy, just like you use to be.
Gone but Not Forgotten Dedicated To Kyle
You were so full of life, Always smiling and carefree, Life loved you being a part of it, And I loved you being a part of me. You could make anyone laugh, If they were having a bad day, No matter how sad I was, You could take the hurt away. Nothing could every stop you, Or even make you fall, You were ready to take on the world, Ready to do it all. But God decided he needed you, So from this world you left, But you took a piece of all of us, Our hearts are what you kept. Your seat is now empty, And it's hard not to see your face, But please always know this, No one will ever take your place. You left without a warning, Not even saying good-bye, And I can't seem to stop, Asking the question why? Nothing will ever be the same, The halls are empty without your laughter, But I know you're in Heaven, Watching over us and looking after. I didn't see this coming, It hit me by surprise, And when you left this world, A small part of me died. Your smile could brighten anyone's day, No matter what they were going through, And I know everyday for the rest of my life, I'll be missing you.
I loveyou very much and I miss you to pieces. Love you always and forever !! MOMMY Close
4 months / Grandma Anna Smith (grandmother)Read >>
4 months / Grandma Anna Smith (grandmother)
Dear Kyle Well it has been 4 months that you left us to be with Great granma & granps Rollins and we miss you very much. It is a little better for me to deal with you leaving us now that mom and dad have your headstone up and your picture on it. I can now talk to you were before it was just a piece of ground. I'm not working at pump and pantry no more, I now stay home and babysit Makenz and Kassi's little boy. I don't know what is worse kids or truckdrivers. HA HA. Uncle Robin got me a semi truck that has all the names of the people who died o 9-11. It is called the rollong memorial. Your cousin Devin thinks the I should take it out and put batteries in it to see if it works. Grandpa told him that it has to stay in the box. You know how I am with all my Americana Items. Well mom and dad,Danita and Shelby are doing it day by day just like the rest of the family since the day we lost one very special little man. Hannum you touched so many lives in the short time with us. Know matter what ANY ONE thinks your parents raised you and your sisters to be happy- caring- children. It was shown the day of your funeral when 800 people attended to honor you. Grandma and grandpa will take care of your parents ans your sisters to help them get thru this time in their lives but we willnever forget you and your very sweet smile and those cute little dimples that you had since day one and that beam in your eyes. Makenz gives you a kiss every night and I hope that you feel them. Well baby grandma has to go but I want you to know that I think about you every day and I know that some day we will be together again. Until then your great grandparents will take care of you with all your Angel friends that you have made. WE ALL MISS AND LOVE YOU SOOOOO MUCH !!! Love always, Grandma Anna Close
Missing you! 4 months / Mommy (Parent)
Kyle it has ben 4 months since you left to be a angel in heaven. Very hard to believe it is just like yesterday. Every one misses you very much. A lot has happened in that short time. The girls started school and Danita was out for Volleyball and hurt her shoulder. Shelby is doing the best as we can expect. Daddy is coping but I'm not sure how. And as for me Well we don't have enough time for me to tell you. I'm just doing it day by day. Got a new job and have to go to training in Lincoln for a while But in the long run it is for the best. once Danita is done with surgery then I will be home and not work @ Farmland no more. You don't realize what you have until it's gone. I need to spend more time with the girls. I wish I could of done this when you were here but it just never worked out. Life is to short. Grandma and grandpa miss you a lot. No one to mow the lots so your buddy Danny Buer is doing it. For such a small person you touched a lot of lives. Robin and Jason's house is almost redone on the out side and it loks awesome. Wish you could of helped with it. I just wish WE could all turn back time and have you with us. I miss you riding your four wheeler and wanting to help any one you could. Well son I have to go but remember I Love U and Allways will. Close
To kyle who was taken from us too soon and by bad people / Bobbie Carriker (cousin) Kyle,
Hello, sugar. I want to let you know first off that we all miss you and we love you lots. You will always be in our prayers and those others will be in our prayers in a bad way. Second, i want to let you know that the people being mean to your mom and whom had no responsibility for you, will get there punishment in the end. Your mom is being punished for expressing here feelings to you because certain people don't know how to grow up but you are a big boy and you know who is doing your family wrong and you will be waiting for them, huh. We both know that god will punish those who do us wrong and god will punish those who did you wrong, in one way, shape or form. Uncle Jeff, Breana and i love you dearly and you will always be in our hearts. We will all protect your mom and dad and sisters anyway possible. I love you and remember, i will do whatever it takes to protect your mom and other family members reguardless. Big hug and kiss for ya sugar and i am always thinking about you and so is your Breana Banana.
Marilyn I made this poem for u / Robin Wessel (Cousin)Read >>
Marilyn I made this poem for u / Robin Wessel (Cousin)
MY BABY, MY MAN
I thought you took every breathe for me I watched you grow my sweet little baby You loved your sisters, you loved your 4-wheeler You loved your dog snuggles and your family
My little baby, my wonderful young man I'd give anything to just hold your hand I wear your donor pin and I even got 2 tattoo's Just because I did'nt know what else to do.
I wish I could hear "Hey mom, I got something for you" But you can't call or e-mail, you can't ride your 4-wheeler or bike So I look at pictures and visit your grave And in my mind I remember watching you play.
I have your baby book and the cast from your arm. Some toys, cars and pictures you have drawn Your report cards and papers from school The only thing missing is you my sweet son
Life makes no sense and is garbled and strange I can't go on and I can't just turn the page. We had so much left we wanted for you So many plans, hopes and dreams that won't come true.
You died too young son, at age 8 I wasn't ready for your life to be over and done Your sisters, daddy and you are the world to me And now my world is just 3
3 months / Robin Wessel (Cousin)
Hey Hanum, Still can't believe that you are gone, even after 3 months. Everyone has had there ups and downs with all that has happened. Everytime I go to walmart i buy you flowers and take them out to your grave. Alot has happened since the last time that i wrote u. Steve Irwin the crocodile hunter died and Jasons Grandma Mckee passed away. Aunt Ronda's Health has not been that good. She has been in and out of the Hospital Here lately because of her legs. I am afraid that if she does not start taking care of herself we will end up losing her to. I went to danita's first game tonight for volleyball she did very good. Any way Trial for the accident that took your precious life will start on January 22, 2007. There are so many things that i would like to say about this whole thing but we are not suppose to say anything because they do not want us to say anything to hurt the case. I am very worried about your sister Shelby because she has to relieve that day all over again when she goes to testify. Please be with her when that time comes!!! I have a bunch more pictures that i need to get added to your site but i will do that tommorow. We love and miss u so much Kyle. Hope u are having fun up there with your angel friends.
THREE MONTHS / MOMMY &DADDY (PARENTS)
Hey son today you have been gone for three months. It does not seem like that at all. We still remember the phone call we got that night. It still breaks our heart just to think about it. We miss and think about you all the time. Life here has changed alot. The girls still fight all the time. When I buy the girls things I also think about what you would of wanted. When we eat out there are time that I almost order you a meal also. I have told the girls that when we eat onthe way home to put the rest inthe trash becouse it is not fair to you. Some day I will remember that you won't be back, But I don't want to believe it. You were our baby and our only Boy! I will light you a candle when ever I get on the coputer, but you remember how Danita is she loves her MSN. Love you and MIss you very very much! Close
Things will never be the same with out u!! / Danita Smith (proud bigg sister )Read >>
Things will never be the same with out u!! / Danita Smith (proud bigg sister )
hey little guy how is it up there ur probably laughing up there rite thinkn stop bein a puss i didnt feel a thing......but yea u kno the day u left the day i lost my heart......i have my good days and i have my bad and its all because of u little u little turd but i kno i have to live with the fact that ur gone and never coming home again....... it use to seem lik come on kyle u can stop hiding im never gonna find u!! but as the days go on i realized it wasnt a game u were gone forever and now it sux im never gonna say thats my brother who won that touch down or kyle whatd u lite on fire this time!! Or when miss leah comes over and u go hide from her when she says kyle do u want a kiss ill never get in trouble for what u do and say its not fair the gurls can do that or they told me to. Mr austin always ask can we go ride kyles 4 wheeler or o n msn he always has a pic up that is in meaning for u!! And i can that every on in the pelotte family misses u so so much i cant even explain. Me and hootie play volleyball alyssa does to but not with us and austin plays football.Sorry to have a short ending buddy but i got skool in the morning unlik some ppl i kno KYLE u little turd but anywayz im really tried to but im gonna go for now but i will write more soon i promise!! NIGHTY-NITE HaNuM!! Close
I am here for you / Leah Burbach (loving friend )Read >>
I am here for you / Leah Burbach (loving friend )
I am so very sorry for your loss Kyle was a very loving little boy I loved going over to your house after schol and seeing Kyle and Shelby riding down the stair in a laundry basket and one time Kyle asked if I wanted to ride I giggled and said no.I am here if any of you ever need me for anything. I LOVE YOU ALL SOOO MUCH!!!!!
to Chris and Marilyn, Danita, and Shelby / Jennifer Spike (Godmother)Read >>
to Chris and Marilyn, Danita, and Shelby / Jennifer Spike (Godmother)
i still get tears in my name at the mere mention of Kyle. seeing this website and going through it has brought on an ocean of tears that i just cant seem to stop. i am so proud of you guys for all you still do for Kyle and the way you go through the rest of your lives with him always "here" beside you. i love you guys so much, and my thoughts are ALWAYS with you all.
Just thinking about u / Robin Wessel (Cousin)Read >>
Just thinking about u / Robin Wessel (Cousin)
Hello, Every morning that I wake up, I think about u and I wonder if I am just having a really bad dream. Then I realize that day was not a dream it was real. I can just imagine the thoughts that go through your mom and dad's head. I know that your mom is having a real hard time and it seems that everyday it just gets worse for her. I wish that I could take some of the pain from her but I know that I cannot so all I can do is be here for her when she needs me. As for the person that made the decision to not enforce u to wear your life jacket someday I hope that he faces the concequences for what he has done and for what he has put your family and friends through. And Hopefully someday soon justice will be seen for u. Mommy is getting ready to try to go back to work, Please be with her every step of the way. Please be there for your mother when she needs a little more stregth to finish the day off and show her that u are there especially on those days that she is having a really hard day. Let her know that u are right beside her watching over her and give her the stregth to get up in the morning. U know that just that little sign to show her that u are there will help her get through the day. As for your sisters they just started school today and I am just hoping the first day was a good one for them. Kyle Please wrap your angel wings around them and help them with getting through the day at school. U know how kids can be mean sometimes and say things to hurt others so just protect your sister Shelby from those things and help her to be strong. I know there will be someday that she will need a little more stregth to deal with life and I hope that she does realize that we are all here for her and that u are up in heaven watching over her. I know that Shelby is really lonely and she needs to know that u are still there with her every step of the way. As for Daddy, just be with him at work and protect him from anything that could harm him in anyway. Right now daddy needs some extra eyes looking out for him cause mommy needs him to be around for a long time. I know this is a big request for such a little guy but I know that you are taking good care of your family from up above. Well I am going to go for now Kyle I will come talk to u Later.
MOM having a BAD dAY! / Marilyn Smith (MOTHER)
Kyle I really wish that other people could not have a life now that you don't. I Don't think it is fair that others can just leave the state for stupid crap and NOT go to court. Since we can't do anything fun with you or even just be with you then HE should have to stay at home and do nothing either. I don't know how I will ever get thru all this court stuff, but son I will do all I can to make sure that justice is done for you. All I always wanted was to have a family and watch my kids grow up, but some of that was taken from me when you left. When I found out I was having a BOY I told Daddy we were done having kids, and know All I have is just my girls! I hope the judge understands all we are going thru not having you and I hope he gives Him the max he can get. I understand that accidents happen but for other people to just go on living a life like nothing has even happened just makes me very mad. I wish that I could just take this in to my own hands, but Daddy says I have to let the court handle it. Yesterday I just cried because I found out that he could leave the state to go get a car. Well it sure would be nice for him to have to stay home and suffer just like the rest of the family who truely love you. Once again it is ALL about HIM... He is very selfish and inconsiderate about any one else. May he rot in Hell for what has happened to you. I really miss you and think about you all the time. Love you with all my heart son. Can't wait to see you again some day. Please give your sisters a big hug and let them know that you are O.K. Close
It was 2 months ago that you grew your wings and the pain is just like it was when they came told us you did not make it. You are our baby and no one will ever replace you. Not a day goes by that we don't talk about you. We try to stay strong for your sisters but it is very hard. Shelby is having a very hard time with all of this and all we can do is just be there for her. We wish we could take the pain away from her but we can't . You could not ask for a better sister then what she was to you. She tried with all her might to save you and she just could not do it. We could of lost both of you. Danita and Shelby both love you very much. Every one in the family still can't believe your gone. It ain't fare you died to young. You had your whole life ahead of you. Football and Basketball games that we don't get to watch you play in. All your pretty girlfriends that you could of brought home for us to meet. That all changed in just a blink of a eye. Just remember one thing baby boy We love You and always will. You may be gone but you will never be forgotten. Please give every one a Angel Hug and a Kiss that have helped us thru the most difficult time of our lives. We miss you soo much. xoxoxoxo
Kyle, You know i wish life had a rewind button so that we all could push rewind and bring you back again. Your mommy and daddy are having a reall rough time with this and I know know that they would love to see your sweet smile and hear your voice. I know that your sister's really miss fighting with you. I really miss looking outside to see your riding on your 4-wheeler and seeing you ride by the house on your bike. So if life had a rewind button i would bring you back for all of us. I know that someday we will see you again, but someday is not soon enough. I sit and think about you often and the one memory that i will hold in my heart is the day that you broke your arm at my house when you got your 4-wheeler. I was so worried that your parents were going to be very mad at me. When you were at the hospital getting it looked at the doctor told you that it was okay to cry and you told the doctor that you couldn't because you did'nt want to me called a Sissy. When the doctor told you that you could not swim for the rest of the summer you were so bummed out. Then when he told you that you should ride the 4-wheeler you were very disappointed. Even though he told you that you couldn't ride your rode it anyway cause there was no way you were going to let your sisters ride without you. I am going to go know, I hope that you are having a blast up there with your new angel friends and with all of our relatives that have become angels, but before I let you go Please come down and give your mommy and Daddy a big angel HUG and KISS they really need it. Time goes on and it gets harder and harder for them and also let them know that Jason an I are here for them whenever they need it. I will stop whatever I am doing for them if they need me. Also give your Sisters a Great Big Angel Hug and let them know that we are here for them also.
6 weeks / Mommy
Kyle 6 weeks ago that you left us to be in a better place. I wish I would not of let you go to the lake. I know that you could swim but there are time in peoples life that they make a bad call and on that day someone made a terrible call about your life jacket and I hope that HE has to live in HELL the rest of his life. I wish I could bring you back home. We All miss you so much. You were my baby and my only boy. Daddy misses you so much but like you and daddy always said not to cry or else you are a BIG SISSY, well dad don't know how to deal with this mess we are in and I guess you can call Daddy a BIG SISSY. Daddy tries to be strong but I know that this is just breaking his heart into a million parts. Mommy just don't want to be here no more, I know I have the girls but I want to be with You, I always thought that we would be toghether until I was old, but things happen . Thay say only the good die young, but I wish that it wasn't true. My life will never be the same. I tryto be strong, but it is just killing me inside. The girls are having a hard time with this also. Shelby cries because she has NO ONE to play with, and Danita is having a hard time sleeping. It is crazy how one life can change so many lives. A lot of people have given us so much support. When something like this happens you find out who your true friends are, and how nice it is to live in a small town. Well baby I have to go but will light you another candle tomorrow. I LOVE AND MISS YOU SOOOOO MUCH!!!! Have fun with all your new ANGEL FRIENDS!! Love Always, MOMMY Close